no, we're not stalkers.

Bumaba ata galing sa langit si Jun. No, we're not stalkers, it just so happened, bumibili din ng ice cream yung classmate ko kasabay ni cutie guy, so yeah.

Mukang siyang Koreano, minsan Japanese, depende sa angle. Plus, he looks so maamo. Like hindi makabasag-pinggang amo. (ice's words, not mine)

I'm such a sucker for maamo looking guys, not necessarily puppy dog eyes and suc, basta. haaay.

Can you feel I'm still a little floating? Oooh, euphoria is a good stress reliever.

Try niyo, ;)

Anyone up for a poem collaboration? Thanks.

stars.

balentayms.

as per usual, kasama na naman ako sa porsyento ng mga taong walang ka-date this valentines. Sad, lalo na pag naiisip kong may ka-date na iba ang crush ko. OMG.

Habang nasestress parin ako sa thesis, namomroblema din sa buhay-pagibig at the same time, tinatawanan ko nalang ang lahat.

Kaiyak, seriously.

Rah-rah-rah-ah-ah, kung nababasa mo lang sana 'to. Crush kita. :)

Ang buhay nga naman, mapagbiro. Kung sinong gusto mo, may gustong iba, tapos gusto rin siya nung gusto niya. In short, ikaw ang kawawa.

Sad talaga.

Next valentines, I effin' swear, I'd be having a date. HAHA. COLLEGE, HERE I COME!

Malapit na rin pala ang prom namin, awesome Man, awesome.

Then again, incoherent thoughts.

And oh, the picture above is a cropped image from a Mark Salling's picture. You should search Mark Salling, he's hot, I can devour him any second, any minute of the day.

But then again, I'm willing to give up every char kong crush just to be with the one who truly loves me.

Kaya kung mahal mo ko, sabihin mo na.

stars.

HAPPY HEARTS DAY!

Lahat?

Parang ano lang yan eh, ahm, let go of the one you love and if he/she returns, that person is meant for you.

Ginawa ko yang picture na yan dahil sa isang classmate. I mean, sige, sabihin na nating mahal nga niya ang girlet niya, pero naman Men, daig pa niya ang asawa.

Okay, so I may never know for sure why she feels that way on how much she should be treating her boyfriend. PERO MAYGASH.

Anyway, moving on. Ayoko sabihing NEVER akong magiging ganyan sa buhay ko kasi never pa nga ako nagkaboylet. Pero as much as I can, AYOKO.

Damn, though hindi ko rin naman sinasabing magpapaapi ako.

Ang gulo ko. Adik lang onti. Sensya.

Naniniwala ka ba sa kasabihang inembento ko? :) LOL.

stars.

Rah-rah-ra-ah-ah.

Haaay nako. I would've been ever so kilig to know that he was writing as well. Damn, if only he wasn't committed.

Then I'd probably be starting to get mushy on him.

Man, have you ever felt that thing? When you're starting to like someone but then you realize that it's no use because he/she is with someone. So you ignore the feeling but instead, like him/her more?

Ah, syet. Nonsense much.

stars.

We're just ordinary people.

Ordinary people- Asher book (link)

Hindi na unfamiliar to my friends and family that I have a fetish for musicians. Like bigtime. My current obsession is Asher Book. Parang sampung beses ko ata pinundot yung backward-play-pause nung pinapanuod ko yung Fame.

Haaay. Crush ko siya. Grabeee.

Nung second year ako, nangkaroon ako ng crush. Musikero. Nung third year ako, nagkakras din ako, musikero din. Nung fourth year ako, dumami crush ko. Lahat musikero.

Umay Man.

Kayo? May specific ba kayong hinahanap sa magiging 'apple of your eyes'?

Keso. :)

the boy with the boy version of my name.

"Wearing a green t-shirt, white sneakers, yellow baller and doing nothing. I hope to see YOU again soon.

I don't know where you're from or if you're even straight. But what the hell, I'm still hoping but maybe next time, I'd have the guts to actually ask your name personally.

Good thing I have my friend with me and she asked your name! Damn."

Naimbyerna lang akong konti, kasi yun nga yung pangalan niya. Pumunta ka nga sa 7 eleven ulit! Mag-iintay ako.

Kahit ilang oras pa. :)

xo, stars.

THESIS.

Napapagod ako kakagawa ng thesis, nakaka-stress.

Sa pag-ibig kaya, may 'title'? may 'statement of the problem'? may 'objectives'? may 'hypothesis'? may 'review of literature?' 'methodology'? 'Results and discussions'? 'Conclusion'? 'Suggestions for future researchers'?

Para sakin meron.
->Magboylet/girlet; magbestfriend na may pagnanasa sa isa't isa.
->Playboy si boylet; malandi si girlet; may ex na makulit
->Magtagal ang rela-relasyon
->Hindi tatagal;tatagal
->Mangalap ng tsismis.
->Sa paraan ng pakikipagpalitan.
->Hindi nagtagal;nagtagal, itsitsimis
->Pangit naman si boy/girl, ubos oras.
->WAG PATULAN si *insert name here*

Incoherent ang post ko, wala ako sa mundo. High na hindi. :)

obviously, pagod lang ako. binabalak ko ngang lumaklak ng 6 na extra joss bukas. habang gumagawa ng notes PA sa AP at TLE na hindi ko parin tapos, pero gagawa muna physics sa umaga.

TAENA, stressed ako. stressed.

Actually, soulmate, this is the best time for you to show up.

Sino sasama manuod ng paano na kaya?

xo, stars.

SOULMATE.

"A soulmate is somebody with whom one has a feeling of deep and natural affinity, love, intimacy, sexuality, spirituality, and/or compatibility. A related concept is that of the twin flame or twin soul – which is thought to be the ultimate soulmate, the one and only other half of one's soul, for which all souls are driven to find and join. However, not everyone who uses these terms intends them to carry such mystical connotation."

Galing yan sa Wikipedia, ta'mo, ultimo Wikipedia nagsasabi na hindi lahat ng tao naniniwala sa soulmate. I know sa buong populasyon ng mundo, sa age range ko, iilan ilan nalang kaming naniniwala. Hook-ups nalang ang mga tao. Damn.

Kaya hanggat kaya ko, masaktan man ako sa pagkailusyonada ko, gora lang. Wala pa naman sigurong mawawala sa belief ko.

Frustrated nga lang.

Wala pang sign na soulmate is near. Haaay, love, where are you?

Kayo, naniniwala ba kayo sa soulmate-soulmate-an?

xo, stars.

Emote dito, emote diyan.

Haaaaaaay, naiimbyerna ako kasi hindi ako makalabas ng bahay, walang kasama.

Tatlong tumbling na nga lang ang Mall of Asia samin, di parin ako makalabas.

Thinking about it, wala naman talaga akong karapatang lumaboy. Kailangan ko pang tapusin ang notes ko sa AP at TLE. Late na late na ako dun. HAHAHA. Patay-patay na.

Moving on, napaisip ako tuloy... atat na atat akong umalis kasi baka nandun ang soulmate ko. Naramdaman niyo na ba yun? Yung tipong hinahatak ka sa isang lugar pero pagdating dun hindi mo alam kung bakit? Tapos maffrustrate ka kasi hindi mo malaman kung bakit ka andun tapos magrereklamo ka sa pagod.

AKO, Parati. HAHA.

Parati ko kasing hinahanap si Soulmate, o kahit si First Boyfriend na lang. Masyado atang conservative ang soulmate. And I'm far too liberal about those things.

Minsan ko nang nasabi sa tatlong bestfriends ko na pag tanda namin, habang silang lahat may asawa na, mga 10-12 years from now, I'd still probably be out partying, having hook-ups here and there, living in a posh apartment, signing autographs on my bestseller novels. Tinawanan lang nila ako. Such friends. :)

Never pa akong nagkaboylet, have I said that already? I live a very boring love life. Although not socially awkward, I'm pretty much intimidating. (their words, not mine) Wala man akong kilay na kasing taas ng kay Princess sa PBB, nor 1/4 of her bitchiness, I still have bitchiness in me. That makes me rather a friend than a girlet. I've accepted that for quite some time now.

I've also accepted the fact that it's actually pointless to actually think na ang minsang inupuan ko sa fastfood e naupuan na din 'niya' o kung parehas kami parati ng order, kung ang binili kong tiket sa LRT/MRT ay minsan niya naring nagamit o baka naka stored-value siya o kung minsan ba ay may nabasa na siya sa mga sinulat ko, or kung baliktad lang ang last two numbers ng cellphone number namin para naman matext ko na siya- so far, wala pang nagrereply. O kaya naman, kung hinahanap din ba niya ko.

Sabi ng iba, wag ko daw hanapin, kasi pag hindi ko hinanap tsaka dadating. Eh pano kung sa parehas na araw at oras naming napagdesisyunan parehas na wag maghanap eh di magiintayan nalang kami habambuhay. Nako ha. Ang kembyular.

I know, I know, sort of stupid pero may magagawa nga ba ako kung pinapaniwalaan ko yung mga bagay na pwedeng magpakilig sakin? Haaay. hindi pa tapos ang araw, pero parang pagod na pagod nako.

xo, stars.

hindi ko kaya, kailangan ko to ikwento.

Sa school ko ngayon, may isang grupo ng boys dun na we personally called "B-boys" as in "Banyo-boys" for the simple reason that we only see them either at the canteen or at the cr. (magkatabi lang kasi ang cr ng girls at boys, pader lang pagitan)

Si stalker, java man, undin, bread and the others we didn't give any code names.

Once kong naging crush si Stalker, kasi gwapo(konti), magaling kumanta, magaling maggitara... at naaalala ko yung dating crush ko sakanya, nung second year ako. HAHA.

Si JAVA Man naman, wala, pinagtatawanan lang namin, trip lang. HAHA. wala lang kaming mapagtripan. At si Undin, hayop, kairita.

I never meant to fall in like with Stalker, it just so happened he was the only one there. Although now he can't make my heart flutter anymore nor make my palm sweat, he secured a very special place in my heart. He'd be there always.

Kahit na may girlet pa siya.

TUGSH AH.

xo, stars.

"Sometimes I still think we were meant for each other"

Umpisa.

Dahil kay kuya ng 'http://xxxdaysbeforeimetyou.wordpress.com' eh ginusto ko narin gumawa ng ganto.

Tell me I'm stealing his idea, I don't care. 'Cause I actually think I am. HAHAHA. I <3 you kuya DBIMY.wp.com! :) Peace.

Anyway, as the title suggests, my soulmate has a VERY BAD SENSE of direction. Hindi na nga ako nakakalabas ng pasay parang madali niya kong makita pero wala parin. Kung pwede nga lang hindi gumalaw.

DAMN.

Malapit na ang graduation ko, sa high school, baka sa Lyceum nalang kami magkita.

Never nga rin pala akong nagka boylet. Sad.

I'd try to update this too. Sana nga. hahaha.

xo, stars.